session of 11_20_2008 #2

Session2_11_20_2008

4:12pm

START

ATTN? - IHTKP

R&W R yyy Wy there's nothing there, just an idea! smile Ry fragments left Wy I can get

really far away from it. Ry - only has apparancy of being solid, barely there at all. W

y instantly small. smile smile very happy !

6D A y, B y I'm in charge of it ! smile SMILE very happy

ATTN? IW -- (again from last session.)

R&W R y, W y smile, laugh this is fun !!

6D - Ay By laugh smile Ry not me, Ly, Fy, By,
Ay smile, By it's not even in my universe - smile, Ry smile, Ly, Fy smile, By
Ay smile, By getting indistinct, Ry msile, Ly not real, Fy, By under my control -

feelingn powerful and happy

4;21pm

Break

ATTN? Bob -- feeling sad for him

R&W R y smile, W y laugh laugh SMILE, Ry SMILE something things about Bob haven't

explored, but that's ok

6D Ay laugh Byyyyyy R y laugh smile, L laugh, Fyyyy smile, B y laugh smile
Ay smile By laugh - doesn't matter ... very happy

ATTN? mom
& girls

R&@ Ryyyyy smile W laugh smile laugh very funny

6D Ay laugh cant stop laughing,...getting in good shape, fun!

4:28pm

Break

4:53

ATTN? IW - again

R&W Ry smile, W laugh, Ry smile laugh it's in more locations than I thought, Wy smile
Ry i can totally reach it Wyyy feels good Ry everyone thinks IW for the most part
Ry laugh W y smile i can always move a little bit away from it SMILE
Ry smile W y laugh laugh SMILE

BREAK

5:01 pm

6D Ay smile, By laugh 30 sec sigh SMILE, FEELS GOOD ITS OK

ATTN? xmas

r&w Ry Wy smile
Ry laugh W laugh -- this is fun!

6D Ay laugh Byyyyyy Ry laugh y L y smile y Fy smile By laugh 10 sec smile
Ayy Byyyyyy laugh R y laugh L yy laugh30 sec it's ok, i love it great time

5:05pm

ATTN? other peoples perceptions of me

R&W Ry Wy
Ry laugh y Wyy smile
Ry very general topic Wy laugh freeing up smile

6D Ay y smile By laugh Ry Ly They aren't anywhere Fy shrug smile By laugh this is

goofy to be concerned aobu that. smile

5:08pm

freeing things up ... feeling empowered

say? I think handling all this stuff is good, it seems like it's all stuff that blocks

my connections with others. feeling more confident.

loved one module A session of 11/21

2:09 pm

SOS

OK to start

ATTN? feeling lonely

R&W Ry Wy
Ry smile Wy
Ryy Wy smile
Ry Wy laugh smile
Ry smile laugh it's ok..i'm connected to people

ATTN? feeling not good enough / not worthwhile

R&W ry laugh feeling happy love it laugh there's no problem here, everyone is this week
actually i'm equal.

ATTN? people might disapprove of me

R&W Ry smile laugh Wlaugh 1 min smile
i don't care if people disapprove - doesn't matter

break --

restart 2:20pm

ATTN? -- being good enough (hmm again)

R&W Ry laugh Wy laughlaugh
Ry sigh Wy smile
Rsmile Wy smile
Rsmile y Wy doesn't matter laugh smile

ATTN? being weird

R&W Ry laugh Wy sigh smile
Ry Wy laugh
Ry Wy smile
Rsmile Wy smile
laugh
Ry laugh Wy smile laugh
Ry laugh Wy there is no such thing as being weird

ATTN? i'm not good enough ( this time do R&W till flat and 6D till flat)
(slightly different from feeling or being not good

enough)

R&W - Ry laugh Wsigh yawn
Ry smile Wy smile
Ry Wy smile
Ry Wy laugh
Rsmile Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wy smile
Ry laugh Wy
Ry Wy smile
Ry Wy there are places in my body where i store the feeling not good enough in

certain memories
Ry smile Wy smile
Ry theres nothing to reach for Wy laugh
Ry smie Wy smile
Rsmile Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wlaugh
R smile Wy
Ry smile Wy smile
Ry smile Wy smile
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry smile Wy laugh smile
Ry like i'm touching a little piece of the words Wy laugh
Ry smile Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wyyy this has been with me for a long time
Rsmile Wy laugh time to be free of this
Rlaugh W laugh
Ryyy Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry sort of like bumping into it Wy its a joke
Ry laugh Wy it's just clouds and mist, nothing substantial
Ry laugh Wy cant seem totally withdraw from it
Ry laugh Wy lot of effort to withdraw from it
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry smile Wyy there's like an invisibility of it's existence
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wy laugh i feel free
Ry laugh Wy y multiple layers to it ...now there is a layer of blackness that

was surrounding it
Ry laugh Wy there is nothing to withdraw from
Ry it's everywhere Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry smile Wy smile
Ry happy Wy smiel
Ry seems like it's everywhere throughout the universe Wy no wonder i'm having

trouble withdrawing fromit
R y smile Wy withdraw is exteriorizin from
Ry smile Wyyy laugh
Ry Wy
Ry Wy
Ry Wy going through memories where was present to not being good enough
Ry Wy
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry smile Wy stepped out of many memories where not good enough
Ry laugh Wy laugh
Ry false standards Wy smile
Ry smile Wy not in now when thinking not good enough
Ry y sigh Wy smile
Ry Wy smile feeling powerful
Ry laugh Wy smile
Ry getting tired of R&W Wy feeling good
Ryy Wy smile
Ry Wy
Ry Wy smile
Ry will this every go flat Wy laugh
Ry laugh Wy smile
Ry Wy frustrated at how long this taking...hey that's an example of it
Ry Wy laugh
Ry Wy smile
Ry just a construct Wy smile
Ry laugh Wy smile
Ry laugh Wy smile
Ry sigh Wy smile
Rlaugh Wy doesn't matter how long this takes
Ry --- Wy laugh
Ry Wy
Ry Wy sigh smile
Ry Wy smile i'm bigger than this
Ry smile Wy smile
Ry smile Wy smile yawns are smaller now
Ry sigh Wy smile
Ry Wy yyy smile except that one smile
Ry smile Wy many different directions to withdraw
Ry Wy laugh starting to move around it sort of like an opposite of 6 d
in 6d i stay put and move it, but here i move around it
Ry just pretending it's real Wy smile
Ry almost seems real and solid Wy smile
Ry it's smaller now Wy laugh it changes size based on where i am in position to

it
Ry Wy sigh have to deliberately move in diff directions
hip is hurting, and shoulder
popped my back
adjusting posture
Ry hey it's not here as much in this new posture
Wy i feel much better lighter smile
Ry y Wy
RY it seems further out wy earned time to do this smile
ry laugh wy smile
R y smile wy it"s a choice i always have to r or wi from it
issue with caps lock was a distraction
hands getting tired from typeing so much

i notice one thing interfering with telepathy is fear that people will find out

what i"m thinking smile
RY WY LAUGH
Rsmle
moved yawn
smile
i need to stop for a bit
2:54pm

3:01
Say? ... good session, lots of cogs, maybe even ability gained re multi position RW
EOS
3:01pm
small smile